army timenever learned to hold a job nor save up money couldn't stand to go back to school was't ready life has changed once again it's time to move along the army was never a choice in mind never liked it once was selfish and thought it was heroics the 28th of march is when basic begins 9 weeks straight in hell ait comes next for 20 weeks and then 6 years to go it's like a dream waiting to leave money was a problem no support before it started and probably none after waiting seems forever time seems so slowarmy time
wasn't ready still not but things change quickly honor is one thing but
night skyoh stary night i beckon you to release me from my life, if only for a brief moment to give myself happyness. life is not what it use to be knowing i've lost all i love, given that life itself is supposedly worth living isn't enough. giving my love to those i do not know in hopes of reciving it back, doesn't work i have had to many people break my heart to live again. loosing myself in my work is impossible due to being unemployed, not having a device to remove myself from reality is dreadful. knowing my friends and family are far away gives me no joy, having a person in my life to live fornight sky
my penguinRestless SlumberAs I sleep I dream of thisRestless Slumber
The things I want to do.
But only one thing comes to mind
and that is be with you.
I wish i could hold you in my arms
and look you in the eyes.
to tell you how I feel for you
and treat you like my bride.
but that may never happen
the truth as painful as it seems
bit I know I'll always hold you
every night in my dreams.
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